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About Me Member Mad Scientist BriannaFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Thu Nov 5, 2009, 6:36 PM
HAVE U EVER HAD A DAY WHEN U JUST WANTED EVERYTHING TO STOP, KILL UR FAMILY OR CONTROL EVERYTHING AND FORCE GOD TO LITSEN TO U!
WELL IM HAVING ONE OF THOSE DAYS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!
I NEED HELP AND GOD IS NEVER ANSWERING THE CALL!
MY MOM JUST THREATEND TO TAKE MY BRO D.K. TO MY UNCARING DADS HOUSE!!!
I KEPT TELLING MYSELF SHE WAS BLUFFING BECAUSE SHE NEEDS THE CHILD SUPPORT BUT SHE YELLED SHE WAS TAKING HIM THERE TODAY!! AND EVER SECOND IM DROWNING OUT THESE HORRIBLE SOUNDS I HEAR THE DOOR OPEN AND THEN SLAM EVEN THOUGH MY MOM IS NOT IN THE ROOM!!!
I M REALLY SCARED AND THEY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH THEY ARE HURTING ME WHEN EVER SOMEONE FIGHTS IT CUTS MY FRAGILE HEART AND NO MATTER HOW LOUD THE MUSIC THE SOUND JUST WONT DIE!!!!! DEAR GOD Y DO U HATE ME SO MUCH?!?!?!?!?!
I JUST WANT THEM TO KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS ME INSIDE ALL THESE VIOLENT WORDS AND THINGS THAT GO ON AROUND ME I JUST WANT IT TO STOP!!!!!!!!!!
BUT NO MATTER WHAT I DO IT WONT AND ITS BRINING ME TO TEARS!!!!!!
BUT MY STUPID, IDIOTIC, HORRIBLE, HATING FAMILY IS FAR TOO BLIND TO SEE THE PAIN THEY ARE CAUSING ME!!!!!!!!!
EVERYBODY IS NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I MIGHT HAVE SAID IT BUT TODAY IREALIZED IM DEFINETLY NOT A FIGHTER IM A LOVER! BUT PEOPLE ARE TOO BLIND TO SEE THE PAIN AND ANGUISH THEY ARE CAUSING TO THOSE AROUND THEM TO STOP FIGHTING!!!!!!! THATS PROBABLY WHY WE HAVE WARS BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE TOO BLIND, SELF ABSORBED EGOTISTIC MANIACS TO SEE HOW MUCH PAIN THEY ARE CAUSING, HOW MUCH PEOPLE THEY ARE MAKING SUFFER, HOW MUCH THEY HURT THE ONES THEY LOVE WITH WORDS OF PURE HATRED!!!! EVERYONE JUST NEEDS TO TAKE A GIANT STEP BACK AND LOOK AT THE BIG PICTURE!!! LIFE IS NOT ABOUT U!! ITS ABOUT THE THINGS AROUND YOU, THE ONES U LOVE MOST OF ALL!!!
I LEARNED THIS LESSON FROM MY FAMILY AND I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO LOSE A LOVED ONE (as a matter of fact my half brother died 4 DAYS before my 6th b-day so i know the pain)!!! PEOPLE THESE DAYS JUST NEED TO TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND REALIZE THIS IS A WORLD WERE WE ALL MUST WORK TOGETHER IN PEACE AND HARMONY FOR US TO KEEP MOVING FOWARD IN LIFE!!!! I MEAN SERIOSLY "I THINK IM GONNA LOSE MY MIND IF I HAVE TO WATCH THIS ONE MORE TIME" - THE ART OF BREAKING(THOUSAND FOOT KRUTCH)!!!!! IF U AGREE WITH ME ON WHAT IM SAYING DONT JUST SIT THERE TELL PEOPLE IN A COMMENT EVEN IF ITS A RONDOM PESON!!! BECAUSE WE ALL COME TOGETHER WHEN WE SPREAD THE WORD OF LOVE!!! AS A MATTER OF FACT TELL UR FAMILY, UR FRIENDS, UR PETS FOR HEAVENS SAKE!!!!! GET THE WORD OUT SPREAD THE PEACE, LOVE, AND JOY THAT IS MEANT TO BE IN THIS WORLD AND HELP ME STOP ALL THE VIOLENT ACTIONAS, AND HARSH MEANINGLESS WORDS!!!!!
WHATEVER U DO RIGHT NOW DONT WASTE UR WORDS SPREAD THIS ONE NO MATTER WHAT DONT BE A HATER BECOME A LOVE!!! NOW PLEASE HELP SPRED THE WORD!!!! KTHNXBYE!!!

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    :icondarkwolfrin:
    Thanks for the fav. (:
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    :iconchikaze-chan:
    Guess whoooooooooo? hehehehe:D

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    i told you i'd make a deviant art profile!XD i just never got around to it...Until Now MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

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    :iconakatsukigurl101:
    VEXEN!!!

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    so many things going through my mind right now its not even funny...
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    Meep .w.

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    Thankies for the fav

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